It was a lovely April day with the skylarks and plovers all around and I was walking across one of the larger fields and quite alone. I was suddenly overcome by a great feeling of fear. I could feel shivers and sweat up my back. I was so scared I just wanted to run and get out of the place. But there was nothing there and no reason for being afraid. I walked away and stopped myself from running. The feeling vanished once I was back on the road that leads to Chatsworth. I wondered if I was ill or I had had a panic attack but the feeling never returned when I was walking.

Yet I could not forget it. The memory stayed with me. I remembered it vividly as though some invisible force had surrounded me and was intent on destroying me. It was as if some invisible force was dealing blows upon my well being. I did not forget the feeling it was so strong. Even today I could take you to the exact spot where it happened and have complete recall of my feelings.

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